balance is necessary but rarely a reality

a blob of laziness
10:30 a.m., 2004-10-07

sometimes it feels like all my efforts are pointless. I have many bad habits I am trying to break. i'll go for a month or two doing great and then i'll sleep late once or miss a week of working out and POOF! i'm back to where i started...being late for work everyday and losing all the muscle tone i'd built because i haven't exercised in a month. Man! They say you make things a habit by doing something everyday for three weeks....that's a load bull. honestly! why do I even bother. *sigh*

back from the land of the inhuman model clones
2:02 a.m., 2004-08-30

i just got back from cali. i had so much fun! we went to the san diego zoo, the beach, san fran., etc. every girl there is model pretty. well okay not EVERY one but close. it's bizarre. they must not eat anything fun ever.

all of brandon's new friends are cool and way nice. his new girl is really cool too. she kind of freaked me out the first night i met her cause she got really uptight and wound up and weird...but apparenty there were some problems with her friends unbeknownst to me that caused it. so it's chill. you can kinda tell that she is younger but that's not a bad thing cause she is younger. (also i'm used to carrie who is very mature for her age. i usually don't remember she's younger.) and heck the last night i was there i so acted like i was in high school or something. and not in a good way. i won't tell the story because i am so ashamed and embarrassed. i mean way ashamed and i feel so bad. i hope that everyone there won't remember me that way although they probably will. *sigh* oh well. whatever. i'm going to bed.

2:01 a.m., 2004-08-30

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...eternal
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natural evolution
11:48 a.m., 2004-07-19

i am wearing a muted pink shirt today. i do believe i'm evolving.

come on baby light my fire
4:10 p.m., 2004-07-14


So Mr. Peterson was looking for a definition of sparks and, after thinking a while, I found myself having difficulties in trying to pin down a full and complete description. But here's my try anyway.

So... sparks. They are the little happy explosions in your heart that go off when you kiss and/or hold close someone you care for. They are usually accompanied by a rush of sensations that overwhelm and inspire awe. And (if felt while making out) amp up the passion 100%.

new page
11:02 a.m., 2004-07-14

new entry cause i meant to put the one i just posted on new page and i forgot.

i hate dealing with money. we have to allocate 20,000 dollars to different services for our clients at work. however, we can only use retailers if they give us a 20% off. who thought up that rule?! this sucks.